The New Frontier: 2019

Welcome Back!

Now that just feels like welcoming myself back again. It's been quite long since the last time I posted something on my previous blog. I decided to come up with a new one because of a simple reason, I want to move on from there. There are bad memories being written there, plus each post is practically  like a novel which takes about two weeks to complete? It's tedious to be doing that when I can just type and post straight away am I right? Right! 

Deciding to come back blogging a little took me some time to think about as I have been very very busy with school work recently. Further enforcing my need to think about it carefully is because I do not have boobs (or assets as people call it) nor do I make tutorials on how to place ten layers of powder onto your face. Sometimes you just question how that is the trend nowadays. Those are the kind of things people want to see.

1) What's Been Up?

If anyone has read my previous blog, you definitely know the layers and layers of shit I had to go through back in 2017 and the first half of 2018. For those who doesn't know it exists, let's just say  it was a really huge social hurdle for me. Those wasn't really colorful moments to be remembered, but I managed to get through it on my own terms in the end. Basically, I just felt that it was not worth it for me to continue fixing it. I just feel that all my efforts were wasted. Thinking back, I should not have spent so much time on it that I had to lose myself several times and having to constantly snap myself out of it. Now, that is all over. 

It should have been like this from the beginning. As my second year in Ngee Ann Polytechnic begun, particularly the first half of the semester, life have became much better, meeting new people, feeling more comfortable and relaxed, doing something for myself and best of all, being happy. I don't really know how to explain this feeling, but I am thankful for all the wonderful things that have been happening so far. On the other hand, despite having to re-take one module, my grades for the newer ones have been doing great so far. Got two As for my recent Common Tests which is something which I did not expect and something else to be happy about as well. I should work hard and revise well for the final exams. Kind of a burden that Chinese New Year happens first before the exams begin.

2) Better Life, Happy Me

There's really not much to say now but just that I am a much happier person than I was before. I have recently turned 22 Years Old, and it was very recent like about eight days ago! The party this year was a success! Yeah sure, I do feel old and there is still a lot to look forward to. What could it be? I don't know. Life just comes along and throw whatever it decides you must handle. We can never really expect what is about to come but to just roll along with it and hope for the best. Like I said before and I will say it again, I am a happier person. Happy in fact that I got fatter. You heard me right, fatter! Fatter, that is something that came out from one of my lecturers and believe me, you could not believe how shocked and happy I was to hear that. I am still skinny as shit though so I'd probably still have to work on it. 

As of now, just doing up some project work and in time to come, in about a week, got to study for my finals. Hopefully I'll make it through so that I can graduate out of this school rather than just being given the boot. So looking forward to the two months' holidays! So much to do, people to hang out with, family to spend time with and trying to think of some exciting new things to do. Blogging? Once in a blue moon. Drawing? Yes. Working? Maybe. Hotel? Trivago.

Signing off,

Kai Soon